I can count my fingers how many times I left Charles, and today was one of those days. Since my hubby is not feeling very well, I went to Walmart by myself and I did not take Charles with me for grocery shopping. Though it broke my heart when I heard Charles say; mommy I want to go with you. Shopping with Charles is very difficult when just the two of us are going shopping.
As soon as he gets what he really wanted from the store, all he wants to do is go home right away. So today, I spent about two hours at Walmart without worrying about my boys with me. With Charles going to school next year we definitely need to start separating from each other for about a couple of hours so we can get used to it.
Every mom out there always has problems of letting their kids go and I am going to be one of them. Doug always asked me what I am going to do when Charles goes to school, I always said, I don’t know, but I am sure I need to find something to keep me busy.