I Had Anxiety


March 16, 2017

It’ll be nearly 10 years this November since I came to the United States. For such a long period of time I did not get a job at all even though I could apply for part time jobs when my son is at school. Until recently, I asked my husband to help me fill out online application forms from Tyson. A few days back, I got a call back which I wasn’t expecting at all since I have no working experience for such a very long time. So yesterday, I toured their facility and after seeing the workplace environment conditions I felt like it was not the kind of job that I would be working in the near future. The floor is wet, very slimy, too loud that I couldn’t even hear when I asked few questions about the job that I am getting into. Close proximity to the person next to you also. I felt claustrophobic during the tour. 

Yet, when the tour was over I filled out some paper work, my shift schedule, screening (today) when I thought what am I getting into. While I was driving the car on my way back home I had anxiety whether I should go back today for my screening or not. I barely slept the night before thinking about this job, who’s going to pick my son at school, my husband is still working during my shift, how about when its wrestling season. When I told Charles about the job he cried as he doesn’t want me to have a job he just wants me to be around the house. Making a decision was tough to make sure I made the right choice and regret in the end by not getting the job no matter what the working conditions are on that facility. 

Anyway, spring break is just a few days away, we’re not planning any trips somewhere though we would love to watch the movie Beauty and the Beast. Play miniature golf at Golf Mountain, bowling at Fast Lane, Go Karting at Lokomotion. Seems like a fun-filled to do during the spring break but next month is the most exhilarating one as we are going to watch a Red Hot Chili Pepper and Babymetal concert in Little Rock. I have never been to a concert but it looks entertaining to watch even when watching them on YouTube.


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